I love you..2011

times goes by….and suddenly i realized,,2011 is gonna end soon…

this year..how can i say…it really changed me,my life,my habit..like everything changed,,i still hope it change in a positive way,,

lets tell story about this year 2011…i start this year with spending new years eve in avanza 1591 SKC on my way to spend new year on rancabuaya beach, garut,,there was a lot of fun,even i did bathing adrenaline..hahaha..time goes,until without any plan,i apply for cathay pacific cabin crew in may 2011,i followed a whole process step by step,then they announce they accepted me by sending email on end of july 2011..i was so surprised,shocked,happy,sad..complicated i felt on that day..and after a lot of though consideration,i decided to sacrifice my 2,5years career as a office lady and move to hongkong on 7 september 2011 to be a cabin crew..whoaaaa..

i went through 6 weeks hard-fun-enjoyable training,,until i competent to fly Airbus Aircraft,,then conversion to boeing aircraft for 1 week in 19-24 december 2011..i start dont recognize what day is it today..i dont know what is weekend anymore,,i never do “thanks god its friday’ again..all i know is today either G day (guarantee day off) or overnight or turn around or long haul..

because of this job,now i see the world wider…sometimes its hard to believe i went to london to see big ben,london eye,london bridge..and i went to sydney to see bondi beach,opera house,sydney bridge..then move to japan to buy all of snack made from green tea,,and dinner with salmon sashimi,sushi mackarel and octopus ball or just stay overnight in taiwan to buy green milk tea..yes i live on my dream..alhamdulillah…

today, 29 december 2011,,here i am..on my flat in hongkong gold coast enjoying my day off..and make a little preparation to spend new years eve on a plane to johannesburg,,south africa…

i love you 2011…i hope 2012 better….

Random thought continued…

yauda deh curhaaat aja guaah..blog2 gw ini..apa urusan lo? *nyolot sndiri*..i start to love this job…seriously..di schedule-in k sluruh pnjuru dunia..diinepin di hotel2 bagus..dikasi allowance..lburnya banyak lg sbulan..etdah krjaan apa yg bgitu coba..but then if i think again and again..sometimes im questioning myself…is flight attendant really my passion..or just a food that i wanna consume because im a hungry traveler,,

i had talk with my fellow cabin crew when i did taipei overnight..she is hongkong crew..she said..”i join CX about 1 year and half,,and almost half my class resigned..now they work for government..because,yes at the first time i thought this job is my dream,you know walk along the airport together with uniform and suitcase,but now,i really dont think so,the more u work the more u get tired,u can easily get hurt,then does anybody know that cabin crew is the one who clean the toilet?they never know..this job is already far away from my dream”

at that time…gw diem..mikir…ya ga lgsg stuju si sm yg dia blg..ya cm emg tiap org pny pmikiran sndiri2..somehow when the reality dont meet expectation is like that..you’ll be dissapointed..yg gw pkirin si skrg longlifetime career…apa iya bneran mao jd FA trus…enjoy bgt si emaang so far *bru 2 bln jg si* tp gw masi pengen ini itu ga jelas..pengen S2 yg gw jg bngung buat apa gelar masternya slaen buat bkin nama panjang di undangan kawinan,,ohohoho…yah gtulaah…masi random ga jelas bgt ni tujuan idup…ga pernah puas..but somehow bener kata seseorang: “humans are never been satisfied,but thats why they keep developing”,,,,,

Random Thought

aaah random bgt deh guaaahh,,,yes lately…after some discussion with my friends about future,,,i feel like…how can i decide my future..too many option to choose..too many priority that i cant prioritize ..too much hope and dreams…uh oh…somehow i still want to continue my dreams to get a master degree in marketing..but,,yeaah i know i still can to reach that…but but but..yeah there is so much but and but…absuurb,,,ah yaudalaahyaaaa…jalan2 aja dlu nikmatin rooster…

about my flight…

since i got a new job as flight attendant on cathay pacific so im gonna tell u story about my flight lately..first of all the name is OJL flight, it stands for On Job Learning Flight..for us who almost finish 6 weeks training, we required to do this flight. My OJL flight is manila turn-around. Luckily i went with 1 of my classmate. In that daay i feel so so so nervous, especially when i have to attend briefing before flight, the manager gonna ask some or every crew about safety questions or port and route..after that i went on the airport, i got a chance to sit on the cockpit room when take off and landiing..oh goooddd it sooooo fun..my OJL flight went well….finally..fyuh..

My first operating flight is to surabaya,overnight…im scareeedd like helll…its not hiperbol really…as a junior,,a very very junior crew..i have to learn from others when onboard..and if im lucky i would get nice crew and also nice passengger…and alhamdulillah..i got all of it..altough i still make a lot lot mistakes..they really teach me well..aaaah…im blessed…

i started to love my new job…

Dear my soulmate…

okeeh this is insipired by christa”s blog…

then i start…

Dear my soulmate…

i hope you always take me as i am..the way i laugh..the way i cry..the way my face when i just wake up..

i hope you be the one who i think when i fall down…

i hope you be patient keep listening my story everyday…

i hope you can always be my shoulder to cry…

i hope you’ve never bored listening my bad voice when i’m singing…

i hope we can enjoy ice cream,fireworks,cartoon movie together…

i hope you always hold my hand when i walk beside you…

i hope we can build our castle together…

i hope by just look at you,i feel a home…

and by the way…i hope i already meet you…

Afraid,,,

somehow im afraid

sometimes im afraid

somewhat im afraid

afraid….afraid…

im just afraid

Flight attendant is not an easy job

oke let me start first,,first of all…why i choose this job instead of being a key account? me..fyi, already try 4 times to being flight attendant (start by now we call FA). 3 different airlines…the last one is CX..and i got it..yeaay,,so why FA? me…really like travelling,dont really like routinity, and wanna go around the world,,,so i think the most suitable job for me is FA.. before i arrived in HKK, some friends said..”wow u being a FA, is cool, just serving people and then u can travel the world and be paid” at thats point i think….”is it really easy to get paid and travel the world?” maybe i dont think so.

So this post will answer that question…really friend, i dont blame on you..i know you not a FA so you dont really know what is FA..how about me?basiclly i dont really know because right now i just started my training in CX..but on the first 2 weeks my training…i found WOW…FA can be a doctor,nurse,fireman,patrol,or maybe baywatch…you trained to do CPR, do AED, put oxygen mask, delivered the baby, put of the fire with BCF, save a passenger life,ditching,evacuate, patrol around the cabin, serving people, and so on so on…

do you think it is still easy? please re-think again…with being a FA..you got so many multitasking job on your hand…and you have to responsible for it…

so friends..keep wish me luck…. ^^

Recent Updates,,

hi there blog….been a while yes,,,so this in a quick update…

i left my comfort zone in Indonesia..my home…my jobs..my family… sedih si emang awal2nya..tp yasudahlahyaa..there is a chance to feel another world for me..Now im moving to hongkong..trying to survive and adapt my new job as a flight attendant in Cathay Pacific,,*finger crossed*

Actually the decision was soo hard..so difficult,,never been easy..smpet bkin gw confused,,its confusing really…trying to decide which one i should choose,,my dream or my comfort zone…tp yaudahlah yaa finally i choose my dream…tentunya dg prsetejuan org2 dekat gw..terutama family…

so…this is it..im in hongkong..live in gold coast apartment…mncoba belajar jd flight attendant..mengikuti trainingnya..smoga bs lulus amin ya Allah…

Sensitive

Why am i so sensitive lately?
Why so negative thinker?
Why pesimistic?
Why i dont know what i want?
Why questioning everything?
Why dont i dare to take a risk?
Why so insecure?

I just miss the way i am….
The ‘old’ me…

Growing up…

suddenly..i feel so old…with so many responsible…yah apa daya yaah..umur ga bisa diboongin…emang si ada yg bilang tua itu pasti tapi dewasa belum tentu pasti..nah gw sendiri berusaha seiring sejalan..makin tua brusaha makin dewasa..dan tanpa gw sadari juga,.masalah hidup smakin kompleks..dulu pas SMA misalnya..gw tau si emang ada yg namanya cinta sesama jenis..tp ga prnah liat di kehidupan nyata..naah pas kuliah…wew..dpan mata pacarannya…trs ky misalnya dlu ni yaa..liat sinetron..ada yg selingkuhlah pdhl ud pny istri sm anak…ada yg pny simpenanlah..gw pkir awalnya itu hiperbol..eh tp skrg adaaa aja dikehidupan nyata…smpe siok sndiri gw…yah klo dlm masalah cinta si emang ada bbrp hal yg gw hindari…seperti misalnya…pcrn beda agama…beuh uda tau gw si klo itu bakalan susah..tu liat aja lagunya marcell – Peri Cintaku: “aku untuk kamu,,kamu untuk aku..namun smua apa mungkin iman kita yang berbeda” sedih bener yak liriknyaa…gw aja yg ga ngerasain berasa sedih…trs lagi pcrn sama punyanya orang..either itu pacar org ato suami orang..laaah itu maaah buang waktu mnurut gw..tp ya gw ga bisa nyalahin si klo emang cinta..nah trs timbul prtanyaan dlam benak gw..apa jadinya kalo kita baru ketemu cinta sejati setelah kita menikah…beeeuuhh..SULIT pastinya kaaan…

So,,,intinyaa…kita ga bisa mengelak masalah masalah hidup yang akan datang menghadang,,,emang jadinya growing up is a must,,it have to be..i have to be…gw prcaya si..smua yg kita lakukan pasti akan kita tuai..karma itu pasti ada…prcaya banget gw..karena uda sering ngerasain,,,makanya gw kadang2 brusaha melihat suatu masalah itu dari cover both side…*beuh bahasa jurnalistik bener ini* tp emang bener..empati itu perlu..mskipun ga ga se-sensitif itu..tp at least im trying to put myself in somebody’s shoes..klo gw diginiin gmana yaa rasanya,,,gitu…ky skrg ni.,,yah dr dulu si..gw sering dah dicurhatin orang…even org itu tau gw ga bisa nyelesein masalahnyaa…kdg heran dah gw..tp gpp mgkn mreka pengen didengar..yah to be listened it neccesary..because we are human…we needs somebody to talk to..yeaa right…so then everybody..be grown up…if u cant..then let people around u helps u…